我都唔知乜事.friday 之後就send msn 都唔理人, 之前都無野ga, 都唔知仲乜,佢好少我咁病一d care 都無,我都唔合仲乜>_<
我都唔知聽日仲send唔send msg 比佢呀, 大家聽日都返工喇,之前o係公司佢都會send 野比我ga如果佢有野想講,而家唔知會唔會呢?
我覺得佢都係一個朋友即使佢咁對我,其實自己好傻law~
我都知,但可以點呢,我都唔知~
希望我快d醒la. 咁樣我好辛苦~
尋日病左成日, 簡直係慘呀,成晚發冷, 結果尋日無出過街,好悶
到左6點幾, 佢sendmsg 問我係唔係玩到病左, 叫我食藥休息多d~又問我年29-30同初一去左邊~叫我要訓多d~
之後我買完野食返o黎講左一陣, 佢無la la 問我點解鍾意佢,佢話都未必可以同我一齊~又話知我對佢好好, 係一個好女仔~唉....我點知點解喎,我咪話佢知呢d我一早就知la~不過唔出聲咪算law~
好彩我都睇得開,同埋唔係好耐,我可以好快無野gei~我地都仲係朋友~
其實只係有d失落, 成日都係d咁gei 人, 真黑仔
希望今日真係搵到個好la~
我o既2月14過得十分快樂, 雖然係single, 但都ok 喎
好la, 第2日返工msn 見到佢la, 但果朝我好busy, 早餐都未食就做野做到11:00, 好少停喎,佢就send 左2之問我去左邊玩, 我根本no time 打咁多字, 咁咪唔答佢住la,問左佢會唔會去我度,點知佢答我'你成日唔答我野,我足足問左你2次喇,你唔使問我, 我唔會過o黎呀'就係咁, 又發我脾氣喇
唉....我真係好唔明呀, 佢咁緊我仲乜喎, 又唔係佢gf~
不過我都預左我地過左年都唔會contact,i mean 唔會再見~
有d唔開心ga, 但我都要自己咁, 我要好serious 咁搵個bf
新一年希望身體健康, 工作順利, 快d搵到個男朋友^_^
我約左moon o係cwb dinner , 再等peggy, 之後去飲野/ 去tribecca~
我同moon 傾左好多野, 因為我地個朋友仔都好似,但我果個比佢o既好law, 至少都好緊我ma~但我都同佢講我唔會咁上心佢d野law, 唔想hurt ma~
佢8:30 send 左msg 比我, 我咪打返比佢law,問佢係唔係放左工, 佢話係呀,咁我問佢去邊,佢話好累呀,返緊屋企law,之後就同佢講問佢買邊條boxer 好law~
佢話你唔拎比我唔通自己著咩?哈哈,我都未買~
尋日問佢陪唔陪我,佢話要幫朋友搬屋,睇o下搬到幾點同累唔累~
咁我咪話你到時打比我law,我唔開心, 咁咪去做gym 見o下d 教練開心o下la~到做完gym成11:00, 咪sendmsg話佢知我o係tst, 睇o下佢o係邊會唔會同我一齊返home law, 我預佢唔會ga, 點知佢o係jordan, 咁我就等左佢一陣law, 之後一齊返home~
雖然我都預左佢唔會陪我過14/2?我都搵左節目,但都係有失落,佢話唔知幾點放工,好busy, 今日公司annual dinner 都未必去到~唉...再講都waste time 呀~咪算law~反正我同佢都係無result ma~
尋日都有d野幾難忘,我地第1次咁樣~都ok丫,比我想像中好,佢都有問我點樣,我都係咁答佢丫~
不過過年lu, 我都唔知仲會唔會見到佢tim~
我知唔見會係好事gei...但...i dunno~
不過都多謝佢陪左我差不多一個月~
maybe 係時候我搵一個mr rite lar~
尋日依舊同佢msn la, 點知佢'哦'完之後遷就話'我仲嬲緊呀,仲好唔高興呀',我同佢講我都唔知可以點,天唔係無tum 你,不過你都係唔理我咋,佢話'係law,你咪扮無事咁keep住講野law’唉...激死我呀~
最後我 就無去gym, 返左home 煮飯同煲湯,哈哈,蒸鯇魚,青瓜炒beef,同白灼蝦,仲有西洋菜鴨腎煲豬bone,哈哈,條魚佢就食o西,碟青瓜我整完自己都笑呀,哈哈
之後沖完涼12:00佢都訓左lu,成晚都訓得唔好,到今日我問佢佢都話訓得一般,佢又問左我呢幾日做過d乜,我之後同佢講話睇戲,佢問我睇乜戲,我話門徒,佢only 問我幾時睇law
係喎,都未講main point , 佢嬲我d乜,佢話我好飲到咁醉,佢都話左我唔去得佢度仲乜仲要打幾次比佢,唉...我點知佢執屋執到2:00喎...佢話唔係唔比我飲,但唔好飲到咁喎~我都唔知開心定唔開心,佢又唔係我bf,唉....想點呀?
事緣係尋日我去左飲野,飲到5:00,個人都好wing, 我打去問佢可唔可以去佢度la, 我話我好醉,佢就話我仲乜飲到咁,到最後我都係自己back home la,到今朝8:30 佢打o黎叫我好起身返工,之後返到office佢msn 我話我令到佢好失望,我都唔知仲乜,問佢話唔想講law,我諗佢係唔like我飲到咁law,之後今日msn 都唔係好理我law,好多時都唔reply 我
我唔明,又係佢話唔想比d乜promise 我,但點解要管我呀,你唔管我, 我會知道我地係點,你管我,唉...我會覺得你唔only 係果d人, 其實都係我自己諗多左jei,快d抽身出o黎la,唔好咁呀我~
唔好怕佢唔理我,我都知道有呢一曰,只係幾時jei, 努力呀,crystal
我同佢其實大家都知係咩一回事, 大家都唔會同大家一齊, 雖然我曾經好想, 但其實都知自己唔係好乜野佢,maybe bored la~
尋日我唔使同人補習,我知佢like 飲湯,咁就同佢講我煲la, 咁佢home又打掃喎,唔知執到幾點,咁佢就會o黎我度~哈哈,我第一次煲湯,哈哈, 我即刻o係msn問人,哈哈,我煲青紅蘿蔔豬bone湯,好辛苦ga買野,我成個人都好累,到最後好彩都ok, 佢都飲o左2碗,哈哈,佢都話ok, 如果唔係都唔飲2碗,佢話第一次煲算唔錯~佢仲食o西d渣tim, 哈哈~
佢有時都好care我, 所以我有時都好認真咁同佢相處,哈哈,但我又要control 自己唔好咁投入, anyway, 尋日好開心